A New Weekend begins

The sun is shining!  It feels like years since we have seen it.  Spring is sneaking in and today I can almost smell it.  

Need to find the balance

Lift my head from this rut of endeavour

And see the way ahead

So grateful to God for this chance

So desperate to make a go of it

But confused as to why

I seem ever destined

To be doing something

That I am ill equipped

To cope with

Always alert to the scent of failure

And defeat

Feeling a heavy footed fool

On thin crackling ice