Thursday, 12 March 2015

I have to Believe



I have to believe
there is a purpose for this 
that the chance thread 
strung between us 
will build a spiders web
intricate beauty 
shifting in light breezes
but holding firm 
catching the light
on fine translucent lines
contributing to our unity 
connecting us to our fragile 
but beautiful earth
calling on each thread
to think of the whole
each part essential
all with focus and intent
this planet is too precious
and its inhabitants too noble

I have to believe

Tuesday, 10 March 2015

Sa Maison Gardens - remembering Lady Lockwood

The old Lodge of Sa Masion, can be seen on the Bastion with blue windows

There is a garden called Sa Maison in Malta. I discovered it by accident as I walked from Sliema to Valetta along the coast. It is situated below the Bastion of Providence on the Floriana fortifications. After wandering down a tree covered passage you merge into a lovely little garden with wonderful views of Malta harbour. The atmosphere is still and akin to a secret garden. Usually empty, it feels as if it is been designed for your own pleasure. It is said that the Freemasons used to have a lodge here from 1789 until 1798 when the Knights of St John left Malta. In 1842 to 1856 Lady Julia Lockwood, daughter of the second Earl of Arran lived in this spot.  She loved this place and designed gardens to compliment her house overlooking the harbour.  This place was a special refuge for Lady Lockwood and the extent to which it brought peace and tranquillity to her heart is only understood when you know exactly what she had gone through before.  She wrote several small books years later, mentioning her time here and the healing this place brought to her life.

Lady Lockwood was the honourable Julia Gore, daughter of the second earl of Arran.  Her father Arthur Sanders Gore (1734-1808) married three times. In all, he had seven sons and nine daughters from these three marriages.  Julia was from the last marriage and her elder sister Cecilia went on to become the Duchness of Inverness.  I have been unable to find a portrait of Lady Julia Lockwood but this is her eldest sister Cecilia.




Cecilia gave her sister Julia a very special present. Queen Marie Antoinette had been executed on 16 October 1793. It is said the night before execution Maria Antoinette's hair turned from blonde to white.  Before this event  Maria Antoinette gave the Duchess a hair brooch with her hair lock in it. Subsequently Cecilia gave this brooch to Lady Julia Lockwood and it was donated to the British Museum by her descendants, where it remains on display to this day.





In 1821 Julia married Captain Robert Manners Lockwood in Rome. It didn't turn out to be a happy marriage as her husband was extremely abusive. They had two children but the unhappiness of their marriage can be found in the Annual Register of the History and Politics of the Year 1839. In this document there is an account of the legal charges that lady Lockwood brought against her husband seeking to have a divorce from her husband for cruelty.

Several of the charges are set aside by the judge simply because there were no impartial witnesses to the events. These included beatings, being kicked, dragged along the ground by her hair. Lady Lockwood was routinely attacked viciously by her husband and her 10-year-old son was beaten badly by him in front of her. He endeavoured to get her fortune from her and was very assiduous in trying to get more of her money into his hands. Unfortunately, all these charges were set aside by the judge as there were no witnesses other than the victims available. The son was able to give evidence of the abuse but the husband successfully argued that it would be too traumatic for the child to give a statement in public to the court.  In the charges that were accepted, there were times of Captain Lockwood manhandling his wife and swearing at her in the dining room, in various hotels he kicked her so violently that she sought shelter in a neighbouring room. On one occasion he broke two doors to continue the assault on his wife . While in Lady Aldborough's home, Captain Lockwood dragged Julia from the dining room by her hair up the stairs to her bedroom. Witnesses and servants all spoke of his violent abuse and the marks on her body from his kicks and punches. A doctor had been called to treat her injuries and his statements were accepted by the court. At one point Captain Lockwood attempted to force a wooden pole down his wife's throat and she was so terrified she threw herself out of the house window.  Lady Julia Lockwood suffered many miscarriages and having just had a miscarriage in Paris in 1927 he forced himself into her room and subjected her to still more violence. His abuse in 1835 towards Lady Lockwood's maid was not able to be substantiated as her word could not stand against her employer.  Following a previous separation of the couple, which lasted three years, Captain Lockwood broke into Lady Lockwood's residence in Tunbridge Wells and took possession of the house. The judge felt that this deed in particular was totally unacceptable and showed the true extent of Captain Lockwood’s violent and abusive tendencies. Interesting to note, that all the assaults on her person did not bring so much wrath from the judge, perhaps because the wife he considered the property of her husband, whereas this seizing of her own property was totally intolerable! It is disheartening to read how many times abuse towards Lady Lockwood happened in public places, in apartments where others were around. Shocking that despite this extreme violence directed to her no one actually took action in her defence. In only one instance, in all the decades of abuse, did a gentleman in the dining room arise to challenge and restrain Captain Lockwood from beating his wife.  The effect of this single action was to reduce Captain Lockwood to tears and apologies. So distressed was Lady Julia Lockwood on one ocassion in Paris that when her husband insisted on dragging her away with him, against her will, she announced that she would rather slit her own throat then accompany him anywhere. Despite Captain Robert Lockwood’s continued plea in court that his wife be forced to return to him, the judge held in favour of Lady Julia Lockwood and last she was free of her violent abuser.   She moved to Malta with her children in 1842 and described her years there until 1856 as some of the happiest of her life. In one of her books, Instinct or Reason which was dedicated to her grandson John Scott Napier she told him of her time in the Sa Maison Gardens,

“can you recollect Sa Maison where Willy was born and your Papa (Lady Lockwood's son-in-law) and I erected a fountain with dolphins shooting out water and refreshing the pretty gold and silver fish which swam under in playful delight."

“do you remember how you love to roll one orange after another as your Maltese nurse picked them from the trees placed them in your tiny hands sitting under a graceful Pepper-tree. Many also, were the lovely flowers and shrubs with the rich hues succeeding each other every month, some flowering twice a year and never leaving the garden unembellished with their gay colours. There were double pomegranates bending under the weight of the numerous Scarlet blossoms and bright green leaves of the tall straight branches of the hibiscus..”

“I wish I could have shown you my little grey Maltese cat Mimma. She was quite wise enough to be put in a book she came when she was called she walked with us in the garden and fields like a dog ..”

At times she quoted from poetry to describe her delight in the garden.

“give me to scent that balmy breeze
to feel thy grateful shade 
ere pale fatigue my limbs shall seize
ere sight and strength shall fade
closed Thou mine eyes and let me roam
O’er heavenly realms and find my home!”

Many of her writing are instructions on how to behave, obviously learned during her eventful life.

 “We  should not wait for opportunities but constantly make them and always be ready to help others.  To bear one another's burdens and so fulfil the Law of Christ.”

“Oh Lord, how manifold are thy works! In wisdom hast Thou made them all.” Psalm 104 

In one of her books entitled ‘Cyrus’ she praises the Persian king for his control and his lack of aggression towards others. Even when put in challenging situations, and despite his great power, he always kept control of his emotions and actions. To lady Lockwood, who had been the victim of so much violent abuse, such characteristics in a man must've seemed particularly admirable.

Sa Maison Gardens



Unfortunately, lady Lockwood's stay in Sa Maison came to an end. The British Expeditionary force on its way to Crimea came to Malta and they constructed their officer's quarters in the garden of Sa Maison in 1854.  For a year and a half lady Julia Lockwood fought to keep her home but it was flattened to the ground and she was forced to return to Scotland.  In a few paintings we can see the garden and the outline of the building that existed on the Bastian.  Fortunately, the garden remains but the historic lodge is no longer there.  On the walls of the Bastian the military forces that came to Malta left their shields and marks of their regiments carved into the walls of the garden. But the garden itself has a lovely atmosphere and the local Maltese refer to it, still, as the Lady’s garden.  It reminds me of Glasgow city, which during the years of Nelson Mandela's imprisonment in South Africa decided to rename one of their major city squares Nelson Mandela Square in support of his cause. The name change was made more significant by the fact that the South African consulate-general was based on the fifth floor of the Stock Exchange building, at an address which now bore the name of the country's most famous political prisoner.  I like to think, that in a similar manner, that the Maltese have kept the name 'Lady’s garden' in memory of this gentle soul who found solace and peace in their midst.

Friday, 6 March 2015

Pills, payment and poor judgment





















Clinical studies are a very important step in bringing any drug to the market. However, there are ethical considerations to such studies that have all too often been ignored. The Tuskegee syphilis experimental study was conducted between 1932 and 1972 by the US Public Health Service. Its purpose was to study the natural progression of untreated syphilis in rural African Americans in Alabama. These men were told that they would get free healthcare from the US government, they would have meals paid for and in addition to their free medical care they would also get free burial insurance. Following the Great Depression of the 1930s this was an enticing offer and 600 impoverished sharecroppers from Macon County, Alabama signed up. 399 had syphilis while 201 didn't have the disease.  None of the men were told that they had the disease syphilis and none were given treatment instead they were told “they had bad blood”. In 1940 penicillin had become the standard treatment for syphilis but the scientist prevented participants in the study from accessing syphilis treatments available to others living locally. The study continued for 40 years and only ended on November 16, 1972 when the study was leaked to the press. By then 28 men had died, 40 wives contracted syphilis and 19 children were born with congenital syphilis. During the start of World War II, 250 of the participants registered for the draft. During their medical inspection syphilis was detected and they were ordered to take treatment before reapplying. The scientists, even then, tried to stop them from getting treatment for their syphilis. On May 16, 1997, President Bill Clinton formally apologized and held a ceremony at the White House for surviving Tuskegee study participants. He said:
"What was done cannot be undone. But we can end the silence. We can stop turning our heads away. We can look at you in the eye and finally say on behalf of the American people, what the United States government did was shameful, and I am sorry ... To our African American citizens, I am sorry that your federal government orchestrated a study so clearly racist."
Five of the eight study survivors attended the White House ceremony.
Meanwhile, syphilis was also being given deliberately to some people by the US government.  In 1946, under the guise of public health, hundreds of Guatemalan prison inmates were deliberately infected with syphilis. Male prisoners were sometimes infected via direct injection—including right to the penis. Still other prisoners got sick after visits from prostitutes who were often also purposely infected. None of the research subjects were asked for their consent.  Up to the 1970’s, 85% of stage 1 clinical trials were carried out on prisoners.  This ranged from studying chemical warfare agents to testing dandruff treatments.
Some six decades later Pres. Barack Obama called Álvaro Colom, Guatemala’s president, to personally apologize for the abhorrent U.S. government–led research.

During the 1950s and 1970s at the Willowbrook state school in Staten Island, New York there were 6000 children with mental disabilities. They were intentionally given hepatitis A to try and understand development of viral infection. Consent was given by the authorities in charge of the institution. It was the biggest state run institution for children with mental disability in the United States. Hepatitis A was deliberately given to these vulnerable children without their knowledge or consent.
Senator Robert Kennedy toured Willowbrook State School in 1965 and proclaimed that individuals in the overcrowded facility were "living in filth and dirt, their clothing in rags, in rooms less comfortable and cheerful than the cages in which we put animals in a zoo" 

In 1996 Pfizer was sued for unethical clinical trials. During a meningitis outbreak in Africa the company treated 100 Nigerian children with the antibiotic Trovan in order to test its effectiveness.  Of the hundred children treated 11 children died, others were brain-damaged. Some were partially paralyzed or left deaf. Dr Juan Walterspiel, a Pfizer infectious disease specialist was assigned to the Trovan test and repeatedly flagged up, to management, that the company was violating international law federal regulations and medical ethical standards. 

Dr. Walterspiel’s letter to Steere, dated Dec. 18, 1997, was not well received. Among the points he made: 

“Some of the children were in critical condition and most of them malnourished, which made oral absorption even more unpredictable. At least one died after a single oral dose; such a patient should never have received an experimental antibiotic orally.”

Shortly after publishing his thoughts Dr Walterpiel was dismissed by Pfizer.


Between 1997 and 2002 clinical trials were conducted on HIV infected children and infants who were under the guardianship of New York City Agency for Children Services. The children were living in a foster care centre in Harlem and were forced to take medication that made them severely ill and had potentially lethal side-effects. New York City agency for children services provided consent for this clinical trial themselves.

In 1997 unethical clinical trials aimed at preventing the spread of HIV infection were targeting pregnant women in Africa Asia and the Caribbean. This clinical study was funded by the US government. People were randomly given placebo rather than the drug.  It was pointed out that such actions would have been deemed totally unacceptable within the US but for some reason were seemed fine for the developing world.

In case one feels that the situation today is free of such unethical practices you need only look at an article in the Lancet in June 2014 to find quite the contrary. At a clinical trial in India they were evaluating an experimental vaccine for preventing a life-threatening viral infection, rotavirus. 2000 children received instead placebos of salt water. It should be noted that two rotavirus vaccines had already been available for 10 years when this clinical research took place. In 2013 The World Health organisation published findings, which showed that 450,000 children died from rotavirus infection globally in one year. 90% of these deaths occurred in Africa and Asia.

Sometimes it is not even the drug company’s fault.  A medical trial began in 2003, when a dozen researchers at Imperial College London began trialing a new drug on 38 asthma sufferers at St Mary’s Hospital, London. Unknown to the others working on the clinical study, one of the staff, Dr Edward Erin was falsifying his data and had been doing so for years. The search for a cure for asthma left one man dead, 20 seriously ill with pneumonia and eight with cancer.

Worryingly in this world where doctors change data, pharmaceutical companies set aside ethics and governments experiment on the poor, disabled and vulnerable there is a new change in direction.  Now, that prisoners are no longer available for clinical trials, due to changes in legislation, others are being targeted.  Volunteering to undertake phase 1 clinical studies can bring you as much as 3000 dollars for a few weeks of injections and medical procedures.  In these harsh economic conditions more and more are stepping forward as drug trial guinea pigs.  Many have not thought through the dangers they may face.  In 2006 in a London hospital six healthy young men were treated for organ failure after experiencing a serious reaction within hours of taking the drug TGN1412 in a clinical trial.

‘After they were all admitted to intensive care, two became critically ill, the worst affected lost his fingers and toes, and all the men were subsequently told they would be likely to develop cancers or auto-immune diseases as a result of their exposure to the drug.’



It seems drugs can be dangerous while you design them, when you test them, after you use them and even after you’ve stopped using them! 

Thursday, 5 March 2015

Crazy but lucid on Skype


The Skype calls and I race to turn off radio 4 and click on the green icon to accept the call.  Then there in the centre of the screen appears your face looking perplexed.  You stare with that piercing intensity only the under twos can muster.  Not old enough to pretend sociability or even feign interest.  I am pulling out all the stops on my end.  Beaming, smiles, hands clapping, launching into nursery rhythm’s we’ve shared on visits months ago.  You inspect me coldly, gosh it’s a tough audience tonight!  Then, something in my repertoire clicks and a huge smile emerges.  He has recognized his granny.  She of the crazy attention seeking over performance is familiar once more.  He babbles, at times he leans in as if to kiss the screen, he waves and claps.  It as if the entire audience of a packed Albert Hall is in rapturous applause and I feel a deep sense of satisfaction.  It was a tough show but the seasoned performer knows how to pull off magic.  The Skype call finishes and I feel the remains of the adrenaline surge through my body as the screen darkens.  I am left, the connection broken, but triumphant.  Another spider link established between that precious soul and mine.  For Charlie, I’d even master headstands if it brought forth those life giving smiles.  What is this granny hood madness?

Sunday, 1 March 2015

tree killer, killed by tree


I don’t like to backbite but there are some people who need to be remembered because they were sufficiently bad to stand out despite the centuries of years that separate them from us.  One of them is Mutawakkil (born March 822, Iraq—died December 861).  One of his party pieces was that when he wanted to make merry he would summon his ministers, councillors and functionaries to his presence and let loose a box of scorpions in the assembly and forbid anyone to move.  A real fun kind of guy to have around.  Indeed, when someone was stung he would burst forth in boisterous laughter.

He immediately tore down synagogues and churches in Baghdad.  Then he razed to the ground the famous Islamic shrine of Husayn Ali and did not allow pilgrimages to take place there.  The tomb of Husayn ibn Ali is one of the holiest places for Shias outside of Mecca and Medina.  In case you are thinking why would a Muslim like Mutawakki seek to eradicate such a special place, it has to be remembered he was a Sunni and regarded this shrine as a Shia site.  Such was the hostility towards the Shias that even remembering the death of Husayn Ali, grandson of Muhammad, was not to be tolerated.  Muhammad had clearly indicated that other religious groups like the Christians and Jews should be protected and allowed to practice their religion.  So it is typical of Mutawakkil that he totally ignored this and only a little over two hundred years after the death of Muhammad began to target the Jews and Christians.

 He reversed the tolerant attitude towards Christians and Jews that Muhammad had insisted on, and requiring them to wear distinctive dress. In 850, he decreed that all "people of the book" must wear "honey-coloured" hats and belts, churches and synagogue built "after the advent of Islam were to be destroyed," one-tenth of their property confiscated and government posts were closed to them.

Anyone that Mutawakkil felt had offended him, even prior to his reign, was dealt with cruelly.  The former Vizier was tortured in an iron maiden (don’t ask!).   Even a small accident could be costly.  One of his own military commanders stumbled during a drinking session and fell on the caliph, this was enough to have the commander sent to prison without water, killing him slowly and painfully.

Even the oldest religion in the land was not left immune.  Zoroastrianism, established in the 6th century BC, held in deep respect a Cypress tree in Turshiz, Khurasan.  It had been planted at the time of Zoroaster and was thought to be 1450 years old.  Zoroaster (or else his patron King Gushtasp, i.e. Vishtaspa) had actually planted the tree outside a temple. 

“Doing good to others is not a duty. It is a joy, for it increases your own health and happiness.”

Quote from Zoroaster (c.628 - c.551)

This cypress tree was said to be unique in beauty, height, and size. It was considered one of the wonders of Khurasan.  (In case one doubts the ability of the cypress tree to reach such an age, one need only examine the e-Abarkooh – Abarkooh, in Iran.  This is cypress is 4000 years old. see photo above) Al-Mutawakkil was told about this special tree in Khurasan and was anxious to see it.  Typical of the man he ordered that it be cut down and brought to him!  Naturally, when the people of Khurasan heard of his order there was much uproar and they even offered money for its preservation.  Unfortunately, Mutawakkil was not a man to be turned.  The huge tree of such historical and religious significance was hewn down and transported to Mutawakkil’s palace.  It is suitably ironic that the day it arrived at his palace Mutawakkil was stabbed to death at the hand of one of his slaves.